to the love I lost:

I miss you. More than I ever thought possible.

I think about you every day. Sometimes it feels like every hour of every day.

I'm sorry for so many things. For being impatient. Too patient. An emotional roller coaster. That my love couldn't make you feel safe, confident, strong enough.

Yesterday, someone asked how we got together and I smiled thinking of the impromptu road trip that ended up changing the trajectory our lives. I was smiling telling the story. Really smiling. Because it was the beginning of an incredible love story.

With a heartbreaking ending.

I fear running in to you and also never seeing you again. One of those will be my undoing. I'm just not sure yet which one.

-me

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